Haunted

 I woke up in the grass.
So empty
Should have been terrified. 

Don't remember how I came to be there.
I woke up in a van. 
So cold
Unlocked on the roadside, snow on the ground.
Alone in the quiet and still.

I woke up looking at a face
I haven't seen in ages
Woke up aching, grief the only sinking thing
What other feelings?

I woke out of a fog, a trance
Some drawn out, dragging
Doomed dance of sleep and non, but never
Woke like when I weep.